It astounds me how much has changed in my perspective, how much more I see now, how many things I always took for granted even when I thought I was questioning anything, and I am so grateful to everything that has been a catalyst. There have been a lot of catalysts.
I am not doing anyone any favors by refusing to acknowledge my personal power. I don't mean this in the sense of "me" being the Source, being a do-er, being anything at all.
Everything is divine. I don't know how to express this as fully as I feel it. We define ourselves by embracing and rejecting. We create boundaries based on our beliefs about what we wish to express. It's all divine. You, with the the temper and dissatisfaction, you are divine. You, with the million watt smile and the children who adore you even though you put your dreams on hold. You, who ventured off on your own and left everyone behind wondering what the hell was wrong with you and how you could be so selfish. You are divine.
You are perfectly expressing this nexus of concepts and ideas, refracting that exact spectrum of light through you to create this divine aspect with your particular name and face and the very song of your energy that is being expressed on the threads that weave the tapestry of the infinite. There is nothing that could be outside of the Absolute. No moment that could be beyond it, no circumstance. We can express that, or not, as we choose.
This is part of stepping into your own power, your ability to affect the world. This recognition is the moment you begin to co-create our reality. You can continue to wait for things to happen for you to react to, or you can get up on the horse of time and steer it down the timeline you wish to experience.
I came here thinking I had to try to blend in and go unnoticed. I might have had a mission to write stories and share them, introduce or develop some ideas or considerations. But we are past the point where fiction is needed as the vehicle. People are actively seeking now. We can all seek together, and build a new future together, and become conscious of what we are.
We have to shine a light into all the shadows of our subconscious, so we can consciously respond for ourselves rather than operate on unconscious knee-jerk reactions. Otherwise we are running a program rather than creating.